I wanted to share some interesting synchronicity. As you know from this on line journal I am trying to manifest a large amount of money so that I can buy a house that I love, in a neighborhood that I love and feel safe in, that I can easily afford. In order for me to easily afford the mortgage payments, I need quite a large down payment (because I want to live in a nice area). I am tracking my progress publicly so that when I have manifested the money, or the house, I don't necessarily need the money to get the house... you will be able to see what I did and learn what may work for you.
So I just flew 6 days in a row. It was exhasuting, but good, luckily I slept good most nights. So it was a two day and a 4 day. The night inbetween the two trips I was "in base" which means I can go home... and if there is a delay it is my own responsibility where I sleep, if we are delayed so bad, that going home would mean I would only have the opportunity to sleep three hours that is my choice to get a hotel, spend $200 and have the opportunity to sleep 6 hours, or go home, spend $30 for my normal transportation and maybe sleep 3 hours, if I fell asleep right away and slept good. Stress!
I ended up reaching out to one of my friends who I have become quite close with and asked if I could crash at her place. She lived about 30 minutes away compared to my home, 1.5 hours away. She said I could say at her place, I was SO grateful. I ubered there and back. Uber cost me about $100 totoal, I was kind of stressing about that, because it was another expense that I was not planning on. I am trying to manifest money and I feel like I keep getting these unexpected expenses that take money away. But I was grateful so I put the cost out of my mind.
We talked during my trip, I can't wait to hang out with her next week, we have some cool ideas that we are collaborating together. Most of my 4 day I was kind of mad at the universe because I really wanted my flight to get cancelled and stay at our layover the first night of my two day. I usually get what I want when it relates to weather, so I was a little mad at myself, wondering what was going on with my energy and the universe. It would have been so nice to sleep in and get pay protected for the rest of my 4 day. BUT obviously that was not what was best for all parties involved. So since I believe that everything ultimately works out for me, I was eager to see what 'that something better' was. My whole 4 day I was eaglerly waiting for something better to show up. There was a guy I thought was kind of cute, he seemed super flirtatios, I wondered "ok, maybe I will meet someone" that would hands down be way better than being pay protected. I ended up running into him on the last day, and his vibe completely changed. He was very unavailable, ok, I guess not him...
On my last layover I was doing my yoga getting ready for bed, and I turned over, and saw something under the bed. I stopped, and went to check it out. It was $100 cash! At first I felt a little bad. But I realized I would have no way of figuring out who this money belonged to. The hotel would not give me the names of the people in the room the night before nor put me in touch with the cleaners that cleaned that room. Plus they are supposed to vacuum under the bed. Then I also realized that if there was money under the bed, most likely these people had no idea they lost it, making it even harder to get it back to the right person. Not to mention if they were even honest. The law of prosperity says that those who do not think they deserve it will not even see what they desire, let alone notice if they miss it. And those that do believe they deserve it, will have it flow to them effortlessly. I decided to accept that the universe is giving me this $100 to pay for the uber rides.
And now having a few days to rest and think about what happened. Ultimately I was fine with the delay. I was tired, but I caught up on sleep. But what filled my heart, and possibly taught me a new lesson, is that I do have a true genuine friend, that is truly there for me, who I can turn to if I really need. She let me stay at her house even though she was not home. While I would do this for many people, including crew members that I just met that day, I have never felt that before, where other people are there for me like I am for them. Including my closest friends that I have been friends with for 10 years, and many family members. I have always been so afraid of being a burden to other people. I would honestly rather pay $500 for a hotel room than ask my mom to pick me up at 3 am, because of how much of an inconvenience I am. This truth is heart breaking whenever I think about it. But now things are changing, I am changing, I am now attracting people into my life that are truly there for me <3 This lesson was worth the delay, and only sleeping 5 hours, and paying $100 in uber rides. Thank you for being my friend, thank you for teaching me that I have people to rely on without one ounce of guilt. Thank you for letting me be me, something that is still quite scary to expose, but I am getting better.
So while this looks like nothing even close to manifesting a large amount of money, I manifested the knowledge in my heart that I have a real friend, and the universe even paid for the transportation :) This is a giant step in the right direction <3